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I can't say "hello"

My two biggest idols, my heroes,
and I can't even say one simple "hello"

I've actually talked to a
famous author on Skype and
asked her for advice on my writing

One of the creators of Coconut Fred
posted a comment on my youtube page...
...and I was so proud...

If I can do that,
why can't I say "hello" to you?

Maybe it's because your show
was the driving factor that led
to my dream of wanting to be a
cartoonist myself someday

Is it because I'm afraid
that I won't get a reponse?

Is it my lifelong fear of rejection
from anyone and everyone?

It tearing me apart inside;
I say that I 'can't',
what if's just me covering up
saying that 'I won't'?

So many questions and indecision...

I admit it:
I'd be extremely honored
and unable to speak if I met you
in real life

And it's not just because
I'm so terribly shy

No words would be appropriate to say,
I can't even think of any words,
I can't bring myself to even consider
the possibility very often

It's a one in a million chance
that I can't help imagining
as that one unbelievable dream
that I know I can't attain

I know it's so close,
that I could at least say "hello",
but I'm even incapable of that

One of the best pictures I've ever made...
possibly the very best picture I've ever
rendered in my life so far
was made specifically for you

Sometimes I even wonder if
I've even been noticed by you guys
at some off-chance or time,
but my brain fails to register
the possibility altogether

I'm not your number 1 fan,
but I hope I'm something...

Tell me why I can't
even say one simple "hello"?

Why does it feel so impossible to me....?
Edit: Just for the record, this is not a poem about MannyXFrida; it's about something else...
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ZeoLightning Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
very dep aeon, once i started reading, i knew it wasnt about manny or frida, very moving Great work
CUDOs 5/5 man it would be cool if we could talk on skype XD
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Aeon-Borealis Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you...:)
And yeah, that would be cool. Maybe someday. :)
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ZeoLightning Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
looking forward to it, it would be nice, maybe i could even get lucky to speak to Zhade or Josh as well :)
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eltigre221 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I know it's not about them, but still as always your poems are very deep Aeon :)
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Aeon-Borealis Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks! :)
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eltigre221 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome, oh and just posted the first chapter to the story I wrote in my journal :D here's the link :D
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Aeon-Borealis Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Interesting so far.
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eltigre221 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks :)
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spandy123 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2010  Student Filmographer
kool
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Aeon-Borealis Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you! :)
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